I’ll miss you guys!

So not long now right? we’re shooting towards the 50 DAY MARK!! and then I’ll be jetting out of here to the land of the rising sun. As weird as it seems to say this.. I don’t wanna go. >.< I’ll miss people here too much! my mum is preggos and I when I return I’ll have another bro/sis whom will be almost 1 year old. That’s saad, right? I think so.

Plus my friends!! I can’t imagine not going to uni with them this semester and doing our thing. Arguing about what we’ve learnt at the guild bar and bouncing our fantastic start up ideas at each other, you know, the ones Google will buy off us for 50 million each. I don’t want to NOT be apart of that anymore, I can’t bear to miss it. But it seems, I have to and again, it’s another thing that seems to be tearing at me.

Google Images is fun to mess with.

But don’t get me wrong, I really really want to go to Japan. I’m super excited, can’t wait. But I don’t want to leave everyone behind. If I could leave Australia and put everyone here in a time freeze I would; and then to come back after my adventures and have everything resume as it would have if I didn’t leave would be more than ideal for me. Unfortunately, this isn’t possible. I’m going to miss out on alot of things! friends will discuss random stuff without me, family will get to hold this new critter before me and life in general will move along without me. It almost feels like I’m dieing and soon I’ll disappear completely from Australia.

Suuure, I guess you could say I’m exaggerating a bit here, but I feel pretty strongly about it. I’ll still be in contact with family and friends but it won’t be the same! as I kinda touched on in my other post — it’s different when you can see someone in the flesh and can converse with them, when that’s taken away from me.. the people whom I’ve selectively chosen to be with. I don’t know what I’ll do.

But I guess I’ll tackle that bridge when I come to it though! right now I can only focus on the here and now and not the ugly bits of the future. I don’t know what else to add here, so I guess I’ll just plainly say that I will miss alot of my Aussie brethren, friends and family alike. You had BETTER miss me too. =P